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Torment
02:33
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the nightmare that you gave me won't stop repeating in my head. you knew exactly what you did, but what makes it worse is you have no regrets. can't believe i didn't see it sooner, but now i know it shouldn't be like this. thought that i could trust you, and this is what you do to me?
traumatized!! again!!
it puts me at ease, knowing that you're suffering. you deserved it after what you put me through. this hurts, it has no purpose. this makes no fucking sense. i wasn't asking for it. scratching my skin off so no trace of you remains...
stuck in numbness and torment.
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You're Not Here
01:26
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help me find a way to stay, i want to find happiness while you're still here. i'm completely fucking lost - i try to make sense of it, then my mind goes blank. living was never easy for me, and few would cry over my grave. surviving reality is half of the horror, but most of it is that you're not here. please stop this reality from becoming a nightmare.
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Illbleed
02:39
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i don't remember what it's like to be happy with my life. i forgot what it means to live without an unbalanced mind. i never set out to ruin my own life, it was always you. later on, things only changed when i cut you off. scarred wrists/dazed and confused: can't stop shaking, can't think straight. this is not how i want to live, how the fuck is it my fault? i don't want to understand why you felt the need to hurt me. fuck "everything happens for a reason," i never fucking deserved this. i look down and i still see the wounds as if they're new. the only difference now is that i see it's your hand with the knife. this will never be undone just because you said you've changed. it won't take back what you did to me... you'll never know my illness.
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Worn Thin
01:57
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i felt no shame for what i said, your feelings were never in my mind. i never saw a reason to care and i don't think i'm ever going to start. you don't know what it's like, quit pretending that you relate; if you lived it even one day, you would've been gone before i broke down. the only sorry that you are is that you're a sorry excuse; go ahead and come up with one - you're going to choke on the words that you'll eat. it's clear being nice got me nowhere, you never respected me - why should i you? it's so plain to see, and everyone can fucking tell. you're not fooling anyone, i can see right through you. if only anyone loved you...fuck you. you've worn out your welcome, i will never listen to your words. couldn't prove yourself, you fucking fake. you're nothing but a coward. the patience i never had has worn thin, i can't keep it together and you're in my sights. you're already crying, you couldn't live it. there's no way you'll get out of this. i can see right through you.
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